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~Legan

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About Me Member Emotional Poet Benjamin John Leach22/Male/United Kingdom Recent Activity Deviant for 3 Years
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I wanna be a writerI need inspiration,  But I'm empty,  I need a muse,  But no volunteers,  I need motivation,  But I'm too lazy.   
I need to get out,  I need to be free,  But I'm trapped,  No escape for me  I want to get away from here,  There's nothing here for me.   
I'm trying so hard,  But it just wont work,  I'm searching for faith,  But even the hope has gone,  I wanna get this right,  But it's all gone wrong.   
I wanna be a writer,  But I lack the skill,  I wanna spread the Word,  But I've got no message,  I wanna rise to the to I wanna be a writer
by ~Legan
The fear of a broken heart.My heart is Broken,  Yet it still beats,  Is this a blessing?  Or a miracle?   
It feels like hell,  A torturous agony,  I lay here in silence,  Yet inside I scream.   
I'm afraid to love,  To show that I care,  When I hit my worst,  I fear you wont be there.   
I have so much to say,  But I lack the right words,  I'm crazy about you,  And I can't hit reverse.   
You're so damn beautiful,  And I feel so worthless,  You seem to care,  My only respite is you're clueless.   
To how I truly feel,  To what I really want The fear of a broken heart.
by ~Legan
Save meYou can't help the helpless,  You can't save the damned,  I'm just a lost boy,  Waiting to be found.   
You said you'd always be there,  Yet you never even talk,  You said I was a dear friend,  Yet it's been weeks without a text.   
I'm not sure if I hate you,  I know I really want to,  But a part of me says no,  Because I still love you.   
Never been this confused,  Never had this little hope,  Just a lifeless existence,  Who's hid his heart from the world. Save me
by ~Legan
BookYou're like a good book,  I can't put down,  Your every word,  Caresses my soul.   
You set my hear racing,  Make it skip a beat,  Keep me turning the pages,  And glued to my seat.   
You're like a good book,  You speak volumes,  And my time with you,  Is like a glorious dream.   
But you're not a book,  You're so very real,  I could never love a book.  But I do love you. Book
by ~Legan
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Part 1

Wed Nov 11, 2009, 10:37 AM
I'm tired of the lies I have to keep up for appearances. I'm tired of being alone. I'm tired of leaning on no one but myself. I'm tired of constantly falling and picking myself up. I'm tired of crawling when I can't get to my feet. I'm tired of resisting the tide. I'm tired of sheltering in the darkness. I'm tired of the walls that constantly get in my way. I'm tired of surviving. I'm tired of hope and faith. I'm tired of being unloved. I'm tired of the hate I feel.

I'm tired of so many things. I'm so tired of myself.

I want to sleep, I want to close my eye's, I don't wish to go on, I don't want to wake up and continue this worthless existence, I wish I could lay down and let it all pass me by, I wish I could be anyone but me.
I don't want to be like this anymore, I don't want a continue or an extra life, I don't want to hope things get better, I don't want to have faith that there's more to this, I just want to die.

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  • Mood: Pain
  • Listening to: Ulduar ~ WoW parady song.
  • Reading: Some webcomics and a forum
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Oblivion
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Dr Pepper

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  • Interests: Music, writing, reading and chilling
  • Favourite movie: Too many
  • Favourite band or musician: Fall Out Boy, Kings Of leon, Disturbed
  • Favourite genre of music: Dun really care about genres really
  • Favourite artist: No idea
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  • Operating System: XP
  • MP3 player of choice: IPOD SHUFFLE
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  • Skin of choice: Mine :)
  • Favourite game: Breath of Fire 3, Grandia and Left 4 Dead
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS", Xbox 360
  • Favourite cartoon character: Kamina
  • Personal Quote: Doesn't matter who you are murder is still murder.
  • Tools of the Trade: My keyboard

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~Legan 2 days 13 hours ago
No problem.

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Why do we travel when it will always come to an end? Is the company we meet on the way or something else that drives us?
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~Legan Nov 8, 2009, 10:42:39 AM
Anytime :3

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Why do we travel when it will always come to an end? Is the company we meet on the way or something else that drives us?
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~Abiss Oct 28, 2009, 4:52:10 PM
thanks for the fav :D

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Don't Let Your Eyes Tell The Brain You Should Feel Ashamed -Robbie Williams (Sin Sin Sin)
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~Legan Oct 29, 2009, 9:12:35 AM
No problem :3

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Why do we travel when it will always come to an end? Is the company we meet on the way or something else that drives us?
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~Legan Sep 17, 2009, 10:23:13 AM
Anytime I really really liked it <3

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Why do we travel when it will always come to an end? Is the company we meet on the way or something else that drives us?
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~SilverNight72 Sep 9, 2009, 7:44:28 PM
:hug:

Thanks for the :+fav: on Please...Just Hear Me. :D

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~Legan Sep 9, 2009, 11:54:47 PM
No probs :3

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Why do we travel when it will always come to an end? Is the company we meet on the way or something else that drives us?
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